Judgment is not required, nor recommended.

I totally have to agree with Jazmin Domiguez.

Just a self-reflection/vent session.

What am I doing wrong?  We spend every basically waking moment together yet I feel empty and lonely.  I know what I want from you, yet you don’t bother to cater to any of my needs.  I’m expected to fend for the both of us and it sucks when I come home to you after a hard day at work and you just have been so unproductive. I know it’s a lot to do, I don’t expect you to finish all the laundry, clean everything everything everything and stuff, but the least you could do is try, or start on SOMETHING.  I spend hours and hours at work so that we both have money to eat, volleyball, etc. and then I come home to you just laying in bed, doing nothing or I come home to find out you’ve been “out” the whole day doing who knows what.  Now I understand how my parents feel every time they had to come home from work to a messy house, or whatever.  You always tell me to stop talking down on you, yet you don’t bother to fairly split the duties in our relationship.  You want to be a man and shit, and yeah, it DOESN’T just happen over night.  But people take STEPS before actually growing up.  Instead, you just want to sit and do nothing, and wait until all hell breaks loose.  THEN you do something about it.  What sucks is that I don’t understand what I’m doing wrong.  I ask you that and you tell me it’s because I nag or whatever.  How am I not supposed to nag?  You drive me insane because I care, and care, and care, and love, and love, and love you A LOT, but you don’t see my acts of kindness and love or whatever.  You care about yourself and let everyone do the hard shit for you.  You reap of all the benefits because you have people who would give the world to you.  It makes me so frustrated that we fight over the same things, or even the stupidest things.  And this deep anger and extreme frustration is driving me further and further away from you.  At this point, I really don’t know what to do anymore.  I’m just gonna do me, you do you.  Cuz I’m tired of fucking being the damn man of this relationship.  Maybe my parents were right about you.  Maybe you just love being the little princess who gets everything she wants.  WHATEVER.  I’m getting over it.  I cried enough of the night away.  SO goodnight.